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Age: ??

Height: 6 foot 1 inch

Weight: 115 lbs

Likes: Aesthetics, moody themes, Beethoven, Mozart, Guiseppe Verde, things.

Dislikes: self.

Essay: Insanity seems so appealing at times, so drawing...so binding, yet so free. Uncaring, unyielding, delerious, mind shackled with it's jumbled chaos. I fear myself. The instrument kept in the strictest control........yet insanity seems so close with pain so near. What do I feel? How do I feel? How can I know? My mind is chaotic, a wonder that I can even function. Sanity is blurred... Where does sanity end and insanity begin? How much further is the edge that is so close to the edge of depression? Walking through the unfamiliar territory so close to the familiarity of depression, where I have oft dwelt. No pain felt, no real emotion...all is misty, smoky, unreal.

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